Unemotional

I have never figured myself to be the emotional one.
I find it easier to not deal with things.
Lock them up and they will go away
Then I realize that some emotions you can’t lock away.
That they won’t disappear,
They show up when you lest expect it and in the strangest forms
They show the real you… the real you that you don’t always want to show.
Those emotions that show people how you truly feel on the inside…not just what you portray on the outside.
I am trying to deal with my emotions….