My mind is but a blank canvas; My thoughts are the colors I paint with

I am desperately in a depressed state of mind. I really should go to bed because I do have to work in the morning and unfortunately the entire may long weekend. Which really bites.
I'm worried about Shawn. I am so very not impressed with him being way up there and me being way down here.
And I am totally aware of the crappy lake of English skills.
I don't want to work at all I am in desperate need of a holiday. To get as far away from work and everyone and everything.
I talked to Gavin today. I haven't talked to him in a very long time. Sometimes I really start to feel like I live in a bubble. Ever get that feeling like everyone is moving but you are the only one standing still?

Babies, babies and more babies

So Rose had her baby last week Friday. She made Mother's Day! When Shawn and I went to go see her she said she want to make mother's day. So she had a little, or should I say a big 9-pound baby boy. I can't wait to see the little guy!
We have baby kittens in the doghouse. They have their eyes open now and are trying to move around. There is a calico on that’s be fuzzy, a little dark gray guy that’s fuzzy, a little orange guy that looks like Tarzan, and a little black one that has a little white eyebrow and a little white spot on it's front paw. They are really cute.
So on a sad note, Shawn got a level 6 job in North Battleford; actually closer to Cochin. So now my summer kinda sucks ass. He will get 3 days off here and there and will try to come home, but that's just not the same. So when he is done in August he will have like a week off and then he back in Lethbridge till April. And who know where he will end up after that.